... and she is gone. :/

I am not sure if i have shared this with all of you but my mom had been coming to the US to visit my family. This was her second time EVER!
I love it when she is here, but it is also very heartbreaking to say goodbye to her.
At the end of each stay, i try so hard to get mad at her (defense mechanism i have to not hurt so much when she is being left at the airport)so it is easier to say goodbye.
I have been struggling all day because i feel like i am looking for so many excuses to get mad at her but i just cant.
My mom is just such an awesome person even with her crazy stuff she is so lovable.
Faith didn't treat her much good as i thought she would. Last year, she was quite mean to her and this year, she was still like that but a bit better. i guess it is a start.
Lulu understands about 90% of Spanish but she isn't talking much yet. Faith is starting to learn some and Ben has gotten good at it now to even have a little and simple conversation with my mom.
I am guessing by next year they all will speak in Spanish and will finally have a good chat with her granddaughters and son in law.
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Today, we did the Traditional Ear Piercing. i cried for the second time. Ben knew i should have not looked but she is fine now.

I hope time goes flying so i can see my mom again and share weeks of laughter and joy, 2 am conversations, teas at 4pm and just enjoy her presence once again.